the worst is telling someone you really care about they arent who u thought they were and having them say “perhaps im not”….

 ur being an idiot and i know ur gonna regret doing all of this.  

Anonymous asked: If you dont mind me asking but what horrible thing happened to you? and is there anything I can help with?

thank you, but no there is really nothing anyone but the other person can do.

the hottest man could throw himself on me and i still wouldnt want him….i dont want anyone other than you. fuck my life.

you know it’s getting a lot easier for me. to be quite honest, i think i just eventually became strong over the course of what happened to me in my life. at this point, i expect disappointment so that way i am only surprised and never disappointed. so i would describe me now as feeling foolish, not disappointed.